"Things don't end unless they end badly."

The nice thing about the blog-world is that if you want to remain inconspicuous, the myriad of people it contains makes said task completely and utterly possible. I was always into journal-writing or scholastic writing. Now, the journal thing isn't working for me. And well, my schooling is done for the moment. I've always been taught society embraces the exotic. Perhaps the same is true on a scale less-grand. Perhaps, by indulging myself into a blog for a bit, will get me back into what I really love: penciling on a illusionary 'simple' sheet of paper. In short, I am trying to trick myself into becoming tired of typing my words, and by default, re-learning the love of writing my words. I am going to assume no one is reading. I's prefer it that way for now.

There are, it seems, three ways to occupy the mind. It can dwell in the past, the present, or the future. However, only one can possibly encompass all three. When I dwell on the past, I find it impossible to simultaneously mull over the future. When I dwell in the future, I find it difficult to think of the past (I assume some would argue this is a viable option, for how could dwelling in the past move me forward?) When I am fully encompassed by the present, however, is the only time I am able to be present and active in all three worlds, which I would argue, is necessary. Being fully and actively present...in the present allows for multitask-thinking. This bring be to one of my favorite quotes,

"And as my very essence is a verb...I am more attuned to verbs than nouns. Verbs such as confessing, repenting, living, loving, responding, growing, reaping, changing, sowing, running, dancing, singing, and on and on. Humans, on the other hand, have a knack for taking a verb that is alive and full of grace and turning it into a dead noun or principle that reeks of rules: something growing and alive dies. Nouns exist because there is a created universe and physical reality, but if the universe is only a mass of nouns, it is dead. Unless "I am," there are no verbs, and verbs are what makes the universe alive."

When I am active in the present, I have time to be reminded of the past and hope towards the future: two things I cannot do when I am thinking in either of the other two realms. Each is equally valuable, simply not equally attainable.